Charles says:
hi beth

Charles says:
i'm having email issues, hows things going?

Beth says:
ok.....how about you......what is wrong with the email?

Charles says:
don't know, i'm not recieving or sending, it must be a server problem at my account providers end

Beth says:
I hate when things like that happen......

Charles says:
yeah... such is life… its cold here right now, but sunny

Beth says:
It has been raining here.......but cleared up yesterday afternoon......right now it is only 3:24 am, so I am not sure what it is like outside.....its dark

Charles says:
ook of course, are you up late or early?

Beth says:
early.......woke up and could not sleep.....

Charles says:
sure, I relate, its 11:25 am here, so I'm waky waky

Beth says:
I am hoping God blesses me with a job soon

Charles says:
Yes... I'm sure God has a plan in motion... Actually I was just thinking about ‘plans in motion’ in terms of prayer and seeking answers I was thinking that God speaks to us in ‘mysterious ways’ only because God’s ‘ways are higher than our ways’, which I would liken to this:

Charles says:
it must be lot like say a time traveller from now trying to explain a computer to a caveman

Beth says:
true

Charles says:
there just isn't the language in place, the consciousness developed enough to grasp the nuances

Charles says:
i mean God could use English, and God does, but the point is that it is actually a pale version of the message, language just isn't good enough

Beth says:
yes

Charles says:
I’ve been frustrated with what i see as a lack of information, but as I am tempted to see it now, I am actually frustrated not with God, or by God, but with my spiritual growth, and that's a learning curve, as we used to say at school, ‘if don't like it boy all you have to do is grow up and leave.’

Beth says:
I believe God allows these trials for our spiritual growth.....it takes time and you just have to keep praying for wisdom

Charles says:
i will, I'm actually convinced God is 'speaking' to me, and this time is the process that brings wisdom, I’m just not getting what God is saying yet, but to 'get it' i have to grow up, and that's a natural process, I might complain about that, but that's like getting mad about the sky being blue and the grass being green, or dieing, its the way it is

Beth says:
in time, God will clarify what He is saying

Charles says:
As we both know when push comes to shove, although oft at the 11th hour things do happen

Beth says:
yes.....PTL

Charles says:
Despite all the things that I have experienced - my family have been through, we've never been without the necessary things in life

Beth says:
God is good......He does provide

Charles says:
Crimes I like cream, but it doesn't do us any harm to have 'lent' time, even if we don't like that much <g>

Charles says:
God is good, getting our heads around what God is, is the fun part, I mean as kids good meant overdosing on sugar, candy - sweets,

Charles says:
Our 'good' often falls far short of the actual

Charles says:
I guess this is about me being sorry for being angry at God for not being in a position to explain to me what was going on, when of course it was me; I wasn't in the receiving position, i wasn't enabled a lot like my email...